Jan 20, 2010

My One And Only

He wants me to be more edgy .. more sharp .. to more of stand to myself and work on me .. 
he said he'll break me .. he said that brats are just a state of failure .. and i shudnt fight or talk back ! 




URGH 




oh please ! CRAP !! i cant just be a bitch just because u want me to ! 
AND 
me not replying back is called great manners ! 
when wud u ever appriciate that .. most of the time i talk to u .. i get headaches ! YES HEADACHES ! 
ur over rated .. and harsh . above all of that u call me RUDE AND FAKE ,, then u kindly add that im not being my self with u!
HOW WOULD I KNOW! im just confused .. and all what i have on mind is the nearest exit .. 
yes i mentionedd  that twice before .. and i know u know good for mee ! YET AGAIN !


FAKE
??



RUDE
??




ME???????????????????????????? !!!!




i always get attracted to hopless cases and bad boys .. oh boy oh boy! May God Be With Me .. 








i am: In deeeeeeep headache .. with a very strong heart beats ,, off to sleep ..nighty x0x0x

I MISS ..

how the clouds looked in November






how each and every sun rise amuses me .. makes me feel soo tiny and loved ..





how i used to pay attention to the smallest details !




how i loved afternoons by the sea
thats momie btw <3




trusting a driver to ease the cruel roads





Jan 19, 2010

Lost In You

Mm, I get lost,
I get lost in you like a,
prisoner walkin' towards the ocean,
It's hard to imagine how something could swallow
you whole

I get lost, I get lost in you,
pearls in your eyes ,
keep me alive,
wrap me up in a glow,
soft as a shaddow,

There was a time,
I would suffer in silence,
feel like my pain didn't matter didnt matter,
I thought,
keep on walking,
just show your devotion,
they dont know you at all

Yeah, I am lost,
I am lost in you,
I am no longer searching,
Im no longer yearning, just learning,
the freedom of floating on....












JUST LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLYYYYYYYY <3