Feb 13, 2010

خرابيش

كيف ولن؟؟
لا تستطيع ؟
!بلا
..فأنا..
كيف؟
لا..لن!
ولكني 
قلت لا!
اريد 
-صمت-
انا ..
-صمت-
لا اسمعك!
لا اعرف كيف.. 
اراك .. تحرك شفاهك.. 
ولكن..
لا اسمع!
...

..

.

لا اسمع! ارجوك!! 
اريد أن اسمعك!
ساحاول الفهم.. 
لا اعدك ..
ولكني..
-صمت-

سأحاول

..

أرجوك.. انجدني.. 
ارجوك..
ارشدني..
لا اريد الضوء
لا اريد الهواء ولا المأكل..
..

-تصمت-

اكره الصمت.. 
اكرهه!
ارجوك..
ساعدني..

لن ابحث .. اعدك..
ولكني .. اريد ان اسمعك.. 

اريد ان افهم! 

واذا كان طلبي بعيد المنال..
ارجوك دعني استوعب..


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*مذكرات يائسة*

I Believe...


I believe-
that we don't have to change friends
if we understand that friends change.

I believe-
that no matter how good a friend is,
they're going to hurt you every
once in a while and you must forgive
them for that.

I believe-
that true friendship continues to grow,
even over the longest distance.
Same goes for true love.

I believe-
that you can do something in an instant
that will give you heartache for life.

I believe-
that it's taking me a long time
to become the person I want to be.

I believe-
that you should always leave loved ones
with loving words. It may be the last
time you see them.

I believe-
that you can keep going
long after you can't.

I believe-
that we are responsible for what we do,
no matter how we feel.

I believe-
that either you control your attitude
or it controls you.

I believe-
that regardless of how hot and
steamy a relationship is at first,
the passion fades and there had
better be something else to take
its place.

I believe-
that heroes are the people
who do what has to be done
when it needs to be done,
regardless of the consequences.

I believe-
that money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I believe-
that my best friend and I can do anything
or nothing and have the best time.

I believe-
that sometimes the people you expect
to kick you when you're down,
will be the ones to help you get back up.

I believe-
that sometimes when I'm angry
I have the right to be angry,
but that doesn't give me
the right to be cruel.

I believe-
that just because someone doesn't love
you the way you want them to doesn't
mean they don't love you with all they have.

I believe-
that maturity has more to do with
what types of experiences you've had
and what you've learned from them
and less to do with how many
birthdays you've celebrated.

I believe-
that it isn't always enough to be
forgiven by others. Sometimes you
have to learn to forgive yourself.

I believe-
that no matter how bad your heart is broken
the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I believe-
that our background and circumstances
may have influenced who we are,
but we are responsible for who we become.

I believe-
that just because two people argue,
it doesn't mean they don't love each other
And just because they don't argue,
it doesn't mean they do.

I believe-
that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a
secret. It could change your life forever.

I believe-
that two people can look at the exact
same thing and see something totally.
different.

I believe-
that your life can be changed in a matter of
hours by people who don't even know you.

I believe-
that even when you think you have no more
to give, when a friend cries out to you
you will find the strength to help.

I believe-
that credentials on the wall
do not make you a decent human being.

I believe-
that the people you care about most in life
are taken from you too soon. 

Feb 11, 2010

quote

Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You'll make it now