Pray for me, she said.

When u start to hold ur tears in a bottle.. 
do u tend to wish away ur prayers? 
i sing them in my head on and on .. 
they say u shudnt beg out of despair.. 
u shud beg out of love for the only and one.. 
and i do love u.. 
i havn't been close to u lately .. 
but i do love u.. and it hurts me to be away.. 


i used to press ppl away.. tangle them up in my own world.
i had so much fun and i laughed the pain away.. 




she passes by me in my dreams.. 
she'd ask me to send my kisses in a box.. 
she says im suppressed ,, and i cant make anything mine.. 
she ends my endless dreams like always.. 
she would dance the numbness away.. she'd dance the stars and giggle out loud.. 
i wake up after the breathless seconds i took .. i wonder why wont i ever meet her in here.. 
why wont i be there dancing away the moon.. all me all me .. not her.. then i wud ask her to pray for me .. or atleast id say.