I Believe...

I believe-
that we don't have to change friends
if we understand that friends change.

I believe-
that no matter how good a friend is,
they're going to hurt you every
once in a while and you must forgive
them for that.

I believe-
that true friendship continues to grow,
even over the longest distance.
Same goes for true love.

I believe-
that you can do something in an instant
that will give you heartache for life.

I believe-
that it's taking me a long time
to become the person I want to be.

I believe-
that you should always leave loved ones
with loving words. It may be the last
time you see them.

I believe-
that you can keep going
long after you can't.

I believe-
that we are responsible for what we do,
no matter how we feel.

I believe-
that either you control your attitude
or it controls you.

I believe-
that regardless of how hot and
steamy a relationship is at first,
the passion fades and there had
better be something else to take
its place.

I believe-
that heroes are the people
who do what has to be done
when it needs to be done,
regardless of the consequences.

I believe-
that money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I believe-
that my best friend and I can do anything
or nothing and have the best time.

I believe-
that sometimes the people you expect
to kick you when you're down,
will be the ones to help you get back up.

I believe-
that sometimes when I'm angry
I have the right to be angry,
but that doesn't give me
the right to be cruel.

I believe-
that just because someone doesn't love
you the way you want them to doesn't
mean they don't love you with all they have.

I believe-
that maturity has more to do with
what types of experiences you've had
and what you've learned from them
and less to do with how many
birthdays you've celebrated.

I believe-
that it isn't always enough to be
forgiven by others. Sometimes you
have to learn to forgive yourself.

I believe-
that no matter how bad your heart is broken
the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I believe-
that our background and circumstances
may have influenced who we are,
but we are responsible for who we become.

I believe-
that just because two people argue,
it doesn't mean they don't love each other
And just because they don't argue,
it doesn't mean they do.

I believe-
that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a
secret. It could change your life forever.

I believe-
that two people can look at the exact
same thing and see something totally.
different.

I believe-
that your life can be changed in a matter of
hours by people who don't even know you.

I believe-
that even when you think you have no more
to give, when a friend cries out to you
you will find the strength to help.

I believe-
that credentials on the wall
do not make you a decent human being.

I believe-
that the people you care about most in life
are taken from you too soon. 

quote

Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice

You'll make it now

A short story ..

hi 

my name is bla .. wud u care to try one of our products ??

this is called humanity .. from the 1st use we guarantee u sensation. and if u apply it twice a day the tingly like feeling will be affection defrozing. 

Yes sir. we promise u to save u.. only if u let us to ... 

and maybe if u use it for more than a week there will be a high chance of actual persuasion of u sensing the other users of our amazing product.

No sir, they wont be competing with u .. they r all saved just like u .. 

no sir .. we didnt produce it yet .. broken hearts are known to be a bit shrunken .. they lose faith easily and  its very hard to get insurance for our test budies these days.. 

maybe i can fix that too .. u see the blackness is caused by that dark shades u got on .. let me help u to replace them by these crystal clear human feeling .

 

Human feeling

Paris café.

Our last rendez-vous.

/rainswept, backwardscripted windows/our shrunken heads reading signs and lips 

one last dance . broken steps / before your eclipse 

was there thunder in your ears?/ mine were full of sand, not hearing/ 

what your silence said/ and if I turn around, your mouth open/ 

no sound. your eyes screaming/ retreating into blackness 

a day too late, your news found me at home./ 

mind bubbling up/ angry water refusing a stone/ 

and then revenge/ I felt life surge in my veins/ 

a hunger you would never taste again 

did you lose your faith in love?/ 

did you lose faith in human feeling?/ 

silence./ did you lose your trust in truth?/ 

did your heart find no way to healing / like I lost you? 

you left your lovers close behind/ 

all twisted up in time, you crossed the line./ 

it's all we have this thin twine./ then nothing/ 

just the emptiness you carved / your spine a lonely blade 

in space/ to the end a dancer/ beautiful face begins to fade/ 

thanks you for being my friend/ beautiful face begins to fade

My One And Only

He wants me to be more edgy .. more sharp .. to more of stand to myself and work on me .. 
he said he'll break me .. he said that brats are just a state of failure .. and i shudnt fight or talk back ! 




URGH 




oh please ! CRAP !! i cant just be a bitch just because u want me to ! 
AND 
me not replying back is called great manners ! 
when wud u ever appriciate that .. most of the time i talk to u .. i get headaches ! YES HEADACHES ! 
ur over rated .. and harsh . above all of that u call me RUDE AND FAKE ,, then u kindly add that im not being my self with u!
HOW WOULD I KNOW! im just confused .. and all what i have on mind is the nearest exit .. 
yes i mentionedd  that twice before .. and i know u know good for mee ! YET AGAIN !


FAKE
??


RUDE
??




ME???????????????????????????? !!!!




i always get attracted to hopless cases and bad boys .. oh boy oh boy! May God Be With Me .. 








i am: In deeeeeeep headache .. with a very strong heart beats ,, off to sleep ..nighty x0x0x

I MISS ..

how the clouds looked in November

how each and every sun rise amuses me .. makes me feel soo tiny and loved ..

how i used to pay attention to the smallest details !

how i loved afternoons by the sea
thats momie btw <3

trusting a driver to ease the cruel roads

Lost In You

Mm, I get lost,
I get lost in you like a,
prisoner walkin' towards the ocean,
It's hard to imagine how something could swallow
you whole

I get lost, I get lost in you,
pearls in your eyes ,
keep me alive,
wrap me up in a glow,
soft as a shaddow,

There was a time,
I would suffer in silence,
feel like my pain didn't matter didnt matter,
I thought,
keep on walking,
just show your devotion,
they dont know you at all

Yeah, I am lost,
I am lost in you,
I am no longer searching,
Im no longer yearning, just learning,
the freedom of floating on....












JUST LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLYYYYYYYY <3