Keren Ann - Not going anywhere

no endings end

Send me offshore

It's a cold blooded war

I can't win, I give in, I give in

In the field of my fight

We can wonder all night

Why we have all this love, all this love

You and I we were drawn in the break of my dawn with the boreal wind

Where begin is begin

But we can't change the world

No we can't change the world

It's been done

By someone

Long ago

Send me offshore

There's a bright semaphore

Calling in every wind, every wind

In the loop of my game

There's a whole life to blame

It's been done

But we won what we won

You and I, we both run

With an unloaded gun

For the same piece of land

Where no endings end

But we can't change the world

No we can't change the world

It's been done

By someone

Long ago

Send me offshore

She is a cold blooded war

I can't win, I give in, I give in 

Fleet Foxes

Observations..

Just sharing some rough bullet points, U can close the page.. i dont mind.






I think that life is cheap. thats why i kinda tried to waste it.


I lost alot of friends.. which wasn't because of me. yet it was always uncomfortable to face it.




While ppl sleep, i end up holding a pen and counting how many days it took me to finish what i never finished. and every day i wud say tomorrow but eventually tomorrow is 10 years late.


I have been in a long old big sleep.


I run out of words.


I end up being all haha like cz it really bothers me to open up.


What ever i've been thru was due to 3 reasons:
-Wrong choices
- Infinite trust
- Lack of bitchy-iness




Its been observed that my life isnt complete.. 
picture it as this gift u got and u know how awesome is it.. so every day u wud decide to leave it to  better day ... days pass by.. the gift gets old.. u grow up and lose the thrill of opening it.. so every day.. its right there.. across ur sight.. but u still wont open it.. u just got used to it closed.. ur saving it for a better day.. 
while waiting and counting down to the day *which u pushed soooo many times* u realize u wasted alot of time on really nothing. this numbness is really stupid.. u have tortured ur self on nothing.. wasted chances.. shame nada.. thats a shame.. 




ANY WAY. these were my observations.. im working on them .. im off to watch kill bill now.. i'll sniff u soon 




BAAAHY!

Drops in the River

Crown of leaves, high in the window on a cold morning

Young today, old as a railroad tomorrow

Days are just drops in the river to be lost always

Only you, only you, you know

Years ago, birds of a feather would arrive nightly

Gone you know, held to another like clutched ivy

On the shore, speak to the ocean and receive silence

Only you, only you, you know

You hesitate so my memory fade, I'll hold to the first one

I wouldn't turn to another you say, on the long night we've made

Let it go

Only you, only you, you know

Only you, only you, you know

You hesitate so my memory fade, I'll hold to the first one

I wouldn't turn to another you say, on the long night we've made

Let it go

Speak to me slow my dear

No ghost of course in here

Pleased to be lonesome quiet and clear

All is alone in here 

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Over packing syndrome.

 

Im sorry to tell u that I have been diagnosed w  the over packing syndrome which makes me pack alotta of things that I don’t really need and I don’t have a clue about the reason which made me buy em.

 

I moved to RAK (Ras AlKhaima) 5 weeks ago. Its really challenging as it took me for ever to pack… I have been here for 5 weeks and haven’t unpacked yet. THE REASON is my dear  imaginary  readers that I actually moved between 7 rooms. The satisfaction wasn’t really there with alhamra village u know… every room had its defect.. and it really bothered me. As I have two weeks left, I spend the pre sleep minutes in thinking wither to unpack and stack the clothes inside the closet or just bare with the daily chaos which ends by wearing a pair of jeans and any sneakers id find on my way out as I dance my way to my car jumping in and out of my outfit so it gets comfy on me…

                Update: I emailed a person telling him that we shud talk 3 weeks ago.. and he ignored me. How pathetic a person cud get huh :P *im not that scary Omar!*

ANOTHER UPDATE: I miss u sid <3 like wayyyyyyyyyyyy toooo much and im sorry for not catching up with u as I ended up sleeping instead of calling u <3

                Last update: I am getting black…. As the sun burned my sorry tushhh while shooting on daily bases under it. (we totally shud sit under any shade for a min as a salute to my long lost skin which got burned and stuff)

I gtg now…

BEACE! *as in peace*

لكني لا أتذكر

كيفما يأتي المساء كل يوم..
يغمرني ذلك الشعور 
..اتذكره ولا اتذكره
حنين جميل
الى شيء غير معلوم
غير ملموس
..غير مذكور
اشتاق الى مكان لم اذهب اليه قط
لا اذكر ملامحه.. ولكنني احبه 
مكان جميل
يتوسطه القمر كل يوم
فيه شاطىء واسع
امواجه وديعه
تعكس ضوء قمري الدائم
امزجه بكل الاشياء التي احبها.
من رسوم متحركة 
الى احلام غير كاملة..
الى امنيات مكمونه.
لا يوجد فيه احد غيري
انا وحدي.